Chapter 134 Whoever is lonely now will be lonely forever
Chapter 134 Whoever is lonely now will be lonely forever
Mr. Xue drew again and again on the rice paper with the characters Shen Qiqiba written on it.
Hearing the sigh, Tan Moting's heart tightened. This was the most nervous moment in his life, bar none.
Mr. Xue said slowly, "This is a miserable child."
Tan Moting heard that Chinese medicine and numerology are not separated. After making a diagnosis, a high-level Chinese medicine practitioner will ask the patient's birth date to confirm the condition.
"She has had too many fears and worries since she was a child. Her horoscope is too weak and she cannot bear the fate."
Tan Moting suppressed his irritability and asked, "How do you say this?"
Mr. Xue sighed: "This girl has been under high pressure and panic for a long time, and her mental burden is too heavy..."
Mr. Xue pointed to his head and revealed his diagnosis: "This girl may be suffering from the Soul Leaving Syndrome."
"Soul-leaving syndrome is a term from Chinese medicine. In Western medicine terms, it means dual personality." Director Lin on the side added.
If Shen Qiqi were here, he would definitely give Mr. Xue a thumbs up. She came back in time and had memories of two lives. Isn't that a dual personality?
Tan Moting is also a medical student. He has a correct understanding of diseases. In her eyes, dual personality is not a big problem.
"Western medicine diagnosed her as possibly suffering from panic disorder." Tan Moting, who had seen the pain of panic attacks, was even more worried about this. He didn't want to watch Shen Qiqi suffer such pain.
Mr. Xue thought for a while and said, "Mental illness is difficult to define. Her panic disorder should not be serious, or it can be said to be an induced symptom."
The implication of Mr. Xue is that Shen Qiqi's dual personality disorder is the main problem.
"She was originally weak, but it seems that she has classified a similar self in her mind. The self classified now is the main personality. This main personality is excellent in everything, so she is in good mental condition now, but..."
"However, there is a huge fear hidden in the protagonist's heart. This fear hangs over her all the time and never stops."
Tan Moting asked: "Can it be cured?"
Mr. Xue nodded, and Director Lin also nodded. Of course it can be cured.
Tan Mo Ting's face eased slightly, and it would be fine if she could be cured. As long as Shen Qiqi was not guilty of so many crimes, he was willing to spare no effort to accompany her for treatment.
However, Mr. Xue frowned even more tightly.
Tan Moting asked: "Any more questions?"
Shen Qiqi's health was fine, but the doctor diagnosed her with dual personality. After being together for so long, Tan Moting only perceived one personality, which was the stubborn and kind-hearted Shen Qiqi, who was also frightened and weak.
Mr. Xue said: "Originally, wealth and poverty are all determined by fate. I shouldn't say so much, but seeing that you are still young, let me remind you."
This was said to Tan Moting.
Tan Moting sat on the doctor's chair, a tense movement of his shoulders betraying his nervousness.
"That girl is your wife, right? Lian Zhou told me a long time ago. Whether you young people believe it or not, I have lived for so many years and been a doctor for so many years, and I always believe in fate."
"This girl Shen Qiqi's horoscope is too weak and her fortune is not good. Her horoscope shows that in December three years later, she will get a serious illness, which may be life-threatening... You have to be careful then. If the sky doesn't stay, Man, don’t be too sad.”
Mr. Xue said it very tactfully, but Tan Moting understood that Shen will definitely die in 773 years.
Generally speaking, Chinese medicine doctors are very tactful, especially old Chinese medicine doctors, who are even more tactful and heart-warming. Mr. Xue's words were already very heart-warming, so Tan Moting did not ask if there was any way to change his life.
Mr. Xue sighed, "But don't worry, she had an accident this year. The horoscope shows that she suffered a disaster in May this year and hurt her eyes. But I saw that her eyes were full and nothing happened. This shows that the horoscope is not accurate. "
In fact, Mr. Xue was right. If Li Shushu hadn't time-traveled into Shen Qiqi, Shen Qiqi would have been blind in one eye and half-crazy.
Tan Moting only thought that Mr. Xue was comforting him.
Mr. Xue asked again: "You don't have children yet?" He was asking knowingly.
Tan Moting shook his head.
Mr. Shen sighed: "It's okay if she doesn't. She may be infertile. It's a bit direct for me to speak like this. You are Lian Zhou's friend, so I choose to get straight to the point."
Tan Moting smiled bitterly and said, "It doesn't matter if you say so. I had no intention of having children in the first place."
The second half of the sentence was against his will. Boss Xue's sentence revealed Tan Moting's deep affection for Shen Qiqi.
He couldn't help but said: "I have married two wives in my life. I was very loving with my first wife, but within a year of our marriage, she had an accident and left me."
"Two years later, I married my second wife. We had a good relationship, but our three children, two boys and one girl, all died young, and the eldest did not live past the age of ten."
"My daughter is 50 years old this year. There was a risk of heavy bleeding if my wife got pregnant again. I didn't want her to get pregnant again, but she got pregnant without telling me. The day after she gave birth to my daughter, she left me and I left her alone. My daughter raised me."
"To this day, when I am distracted, I often think that it would have been better if my wife had not been pregnant. I can have no children, but I cannot live without her. But whenever I see my daughter, grandson, and granddaughter, I don't care so much. .”
"In my first year of studying Chinese medicine, I calculated my horoscope and it matched my life experience exactly. I was a loner."
Mr. Xue said so much later, not to cure the disease, but to enlighten Tan Moting. It is still the same sentence, "Wealth, wealth and poverty are all destiny."
Tan Moting could see clearly that he was a loner, but after Shen Qiqi appeared, his life became interesting.
It's just that this taste of happiness is too short-lived.
"It doesn't matter, you can help her get medicine." Tan Moting's eyes were blank.
A few minutes later, Shen Qiqi followed Yu Lianzhou into the house.
Tan Moting looked up at her, feeling as if he was in another world. There was a thin layer of sweat on her forehead.
Tan Moting asked: "What did you do to sweat all over?"
Shen Qiqi opened her palms, and several small light yellow discs were lying in her palms: "I'm here to help Aunt Xue, so I'll just take this. What do you think this is?"
Tan Moting was in a state of confusion. At this moment, he looked at Shen Qiqi and just wanted to hug her tightly. He had no intention of guessing what was in her hand.
"Licorice tablets!" Shen Qiqi's voice was crisp and clear, not at all like someone recovering from a serious illness.
"Licorice tablets have many functions. They can relieve coughs and eliminate phlegm, replenish the spleen and qi, clear away heat and detoxify." Shen Qiqi said proudly.
Just as Lian Zhou poured Angelica sinensis into the medicine cabinet, Shen Qiqi looked at the rice paper with her eight characters written on it and asked with a smile: "Mr. Xue, can you tell me about my problem?"
Mr. Xue looked at the beautiful and lively Shen Qiqi with sadness in his heart, "You just think too much."
Shen Qiqi also admitted it, but who thought less?
"The most important thing in life is to be happy. Live in the present. As long as you are happy now, every day of your life will be worthwhile." Mr. Xue advised.
Shen Qiqi agreed very much: "You are right. There is a poem by the German poet Rilke, who is lonely now, will always be lonely. This sentence is similar to yours."
Mr. Xue laughed loudly: "I'll just tell you, little girl, you love to think too much. I'll just say one thing and you'll quote me some scriptures."
Shen Qiqi laughed, walked to Tan Moting, put a hand on his shoulder, and quietly watched Mr. Xue taking medicine.
No one said anything, but Yu Lianzhou knew something was wrong, because he had never seen such a sad Tan Moting, and even his smile was sad.
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