Chapter 478 I want to eat the food you cook.
Chapter 478 I want to eat the food you cook.
Although Yuan Zhuoyue was not a particularly picky person when it came to food, the food in a foreign land was still quite different from her previous habits.
Although I felt it was novel and delicious when I first tasted it, over time I found that these foods that did not suit my taste were not very enjoyable to eat.
Of course, this was also the first small problem she encountered in terms of diet. After wandering around Duolai Street for a few rounds, she got to know all the major catering establishments.
Yuan Zhuoyue can still choose out his favorite foods to satisfy his appetite and regulate his emotions.
Just like in the past, when there is a happy event, I go out for a meal with my close friends, relatives and colleagues.
Whenever she encounters something unpleasant at work, or runs into a problem that has been bothering her for a long time, she will go out for a good meal like this to reward and comfort herself.
Yuan Zhuoyue carried the body of Morax and later finally returned to her own body. During her time in Liyue, she also used this method to regulate her mood.
She has never been someone who would mistreat her own food. Of course, such a preferential treatment can also make her mood more relaxed and cheerful.
Even this joy that comes from satisfaction cannot last long during the time in Liyue.
Now that he has encountered delicious food that suits his taste, Yuan Zhuoyue feels that his good mood can last longer.
However, at this moment, Yuan Zhuoyue's thoughts couldn't help but wander for a moment, and a slightly sluggish feeling inexplicably emerged in his heart.
Although Yuan Zhuoyue still hasn't seen the full picture of the past memories that she didn't know, she knows that the self in the memory has essentially deviated from the category of a "human" after accepting those negative energies.
There is no need to eat like a living being that needs to eat to obtain energy and consume it for its own benefit.
Not drinking or eating, or to be more precise... the energy she needs can no longer be obtained from ordinary food.
She had better quality food options and other channels to extract energy to fill her own emptiness.
Now, she only had a few short days to spend with Morax, and the few meals she had eaten were just embellishments while traveling with Morax in the world she lived in.
Most of the food came from the signature dishes on the menu and the recommendations of the staff. Yuan Zhuoyue did not show any special likes or preferences.
That's why Yuan Zhuoyue was a little surprised when she found that the dishes ordered by Morax were quite in line with her preferences and tastes.
But she didn't feel any surprise that her feelings were valued and paid attention to.
Instead, a dull and oppressive feeling suddenly surged in her heart, and the numbness that surged from her throat seemed to be accompanied by a bitter taste and spread to the tip of her tongue.
Yuan Zhuoyue suddenly felt that those dishes that she loved very much in the past and would not miss whenever she saw them, no longer felt so pleasant when she ate them now.
She was very aware that she had lost a lot of time.
I forgot Morax, those scars that I avoided talking about, and I couldn't remember my own injuries that seemed to have never healed but I didn't want to be remembered.
Those marks were engraved on Morax's body, taking him through time, bringing him to the present, and revealing them before her.
But she didn't want to remember, didn't want to face, the indelible cracks she left behind.
Yuan Zhuoyue had never thought about recalling those past memories completely, but from the fragmented images he had seen and Morax's various performances, it was not difficult to guess.
That would surely be a very painful ending for both of them.
They are all victims, but they are also the culprits, the driving forces who seem to be fooled by fate.
Yuan Zhuoyue knew the character he had developed as an ordinary human being over the past many years.
It must be extremely ordinary and far from comparable to Morax, the god who has lived through thousands of years.
And memory has always been an important component of a person's wholeness.
Therefore, Yuan Zhuoyue has always been afraid of those memories that she has never recalled. She is afraid that under the influence of those memories, she will become an unrecognizable monster.
She was worried that she would cause disaster again. She was worried that Morax would be out of control and become a disaster.
Yuan Zhuoyue would sometimes have some thoughts that if she, who was supposed to disappear, had disappeared at the beginning, perhaps she would not have to face such a difficult situation.
But Yuan Zhuoyue remembered what Morax had said before. He said that no matter what she thought, he was just selfish and wanted her to continue living.
And Yuan Zhuoyue really didn't want to die.
She is not afraid of death itself, but the process and path to death, as well as the impact that will come after her death.
Yuan Zhuoyue works in a hospital and has also been in the emergency room and related surgical departments, so he has witnessed many people who lost their lives in accidents.
It was an extremely short and fast process without any warning. Suddenly one day, at a certain moment, a person's life suddenly came to an end.
During these years of work, Yuan Zhuoyue has seen too many accidents, and there is no guarantee that these accidents will not happen to him one day in the future.
So after repeated consideration, she even bought herself some insurance policies just in case, hoping that if the future comes one day, her departure will be more valuable.
At least it can leave some protection for one's parents and blood relatives.
The reason why Yuan Zhuoyue did this was that there were people she cared about in this world and there were too many ties that she was reluctant to give up.
If possible, she didn't want this to happen, at least until everything she cared about and her concerns were completely cut off.
Perhaps when Yuan Zhuoyue faces his own end, he won't have so many worries anymore.
So Yuan Zhuoyue herself also wanted to live, and she didn't want to die while her parents and relatives were still alive.
Yuan Zhuoyue felt that the meal was tasteless. After putting down his bowl and chopsticks, he commented directly: "It's not bad... but compared with the food that Marcosius provided me when I first arrived in Liyue, the taste is much worse."
Morax immediately said: "If you want to taste it, I think Marcosius will be happy to cook for you..."
"No." Yuan Zhuoyue interrupted Morax and said confidently: "I want to eat the food you cook."
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