HCB Chapter 277: Inferiority, Sensitive and Fragile Mind
Chapter 277: Inferiority, Sensitive and Fragile Mind
In the living room.
Bao Tianzhi and Sun Dongquan started to wrestle.
Sun Dongquan changed his previous inferiority and cowardice, and every punch was aimed at the vital points and soft spots.
Bao Tianzhi's glasses were shattered all over the floor and blood was flowing from the corners of his lips!
He took two steps back, his arms shaking: "Are you going to kill me?"
Sun Dongquan's chest kept rising and falling, his face grim: "You hit me first!"
Bao Tianzhi covered his aching ribs and sat back on the sofa with a grimace.
He knew that the relationship was really over.
Even if Sun Dongquan bowed his head and admitted his fault, maybe there would be a turnaround in this matter, and he would be able to give an explanation to his wife.
After all, it's been a relationship of more than 20 years, and there are only a few 20 years in a lifetime...
Bao Tianzhi lit another cigarette with trembling hands. He looked at Sun Dongquan and said in a sad and low voice: "Who do you worship in your hall?"
Sun Dongquan knew very early that his family had a clan.
But he didn't know what was being worshipped. And out of awe, he never asked...
Sun Dongquan said with a sinister look: "That's not the hall, that's my father!"
"I was responsible for the incident at your ancestral grave. I am solely responsible for my actions and it has nothing to do with my father!"
"You owe me this too, you deserve it!"
After the sound fell, Sun Dongquan's eyes turned red, with a little regret in his heart.
If I hadn't drunk too much that day, none of this would have happened.
Although he hated Bao Tianzhi, he definitely did not want to harm him.
That was the month his mother passed away, and he was feeling extremely depressed.
During that period, when he came home from get off work every day, his house was empty.
The familiar figure of my mother no longer appears, and her affectionate call no longer sounds.
The room was eerily quiet, with only the sound of his own footsteps and heavy breathing.
At night, he lay in bed, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep, his mother's face and the warm times he spent with her constantly appearing in his mind.
He hoped that this was just a nightmare and his mother would still be by his side when he woke up. However, every time he opened his eyes, he was faced with endless darkness and cold reality.
Loneliness was like an invisible hand, tightly strangling his throat, making it almost impossible for him to breathe.
A feeling of emptiness also spread in my heart, as if a large piece of my heart had been dug out and it could never be filled.
He felt like a lonely boat that had lost its direction in the vast ocean, drifting helplessly.
In order to find a moment of peace in this painful night, he began to numb himself with alcohol.
He poured bottle after bottle of wine down his throat, the spicy taste irritating his nerves, but only in this way could he temporarily forget the pain in his heart in a daze and fall into a deep sleep.
However, every morning, when he woke up with a splitting headache, the longing and pain came back again.
He longs to be cared for and loved. He wants to talk to someone and have someone by his side...
So he called his best friend, but he refused...
His inferiority complex, sensitive and fragile heart seemed to be broken.
He didn't know how much he had drunk alone, and scenes from the past came to his mind.
He remembered clearly all the grievances he had swallowed.
Perhaps because he had no one to talk to, he knelt in front of his father's spirit tablet and poured out all the unhappiness in his heart.
When he woke up the next day, he had no memory of when he returned to bed or when he fell asleep.
What confused him even more was that his whole back and waist ached, as if he had been doing strenuous physical work for an unusually long period of time.
He didn't even take off his clothes. His shirt and pants were very dirty, and his white sneakers were covered in mud.
Sun Dongquan was stunned. He half leaned on the bed and recalled for a long time.
He vaguely remembered something.
When he was so drunk that he could hardly open his eyes, he seemed to see his father's figure.
Then I seemed to hear something about revenge and ancestral graves.
That day, he asked for leave from his boss, endured the pain all over his body, and went to his ancestral grave. He found nothing unusual!
He pondered for a while, frowned and went to Bao Tianzhi's ancestral tomb again.
When he saw the renovated earth mound, he was stunned.
He wasn't sure what he had done, or what his father had manipulated him into doing.
But at this moment, he could only pretend that he knew nothing.
After returning home, he felt uneasy.
Not long after, Bao Tianzhi's wife Zhang Yongxiu gave birth.
It's a daughter of gold!
It was just very sudden, and the due date was moved forward by half a month.
It was on that day that Bao Tianzhi's mother died in a car accident.
It was supposed to be a happy day, but it turned into a funeral.
Bao Tianzhi was smiling one second and burst into tears the next.
Sun Dongquan was with him throughout the whole process, and he was not sure whether these things had anything to do with him.
Seeing his brother so sad, he wasn't really that happy.
Later, all kinds of bad things happened to Bao Tianzhi.
Sun Dongquan was also basically certain that the Bao family's fortune had definitely been affected.
He had also thought about telling Bao Tianzhi, but when he thought of the grievances he had suffered, he hesitated.
And the thing has already been done, even if I tell him, will he forgive me? Haha...
Over the years, he has witnessed Bao Tianzhi's transformation from a well-off life to his current debt-ridden state.
He suddenly felt that this was a good idea.
In the past, he always felt that there was a gap between him and Bao Tianzhi. Sometimes he had to think carefully before speaking!
But not anymore, his life is even worse than mine!
He can now slowly release the words and emotions that he was afraid to say and express before.
This feeling is really good!
But he couldn’t understand why Bao Tianzhi suddenly found him today when more than five years had passed!
If I have to explain it, it is that Bao Tianzhi felt that he had been too unlucky in recent years, so he went to see a master.
Bao Tianzhi kept staring at Sun Dongquan until the cigarette butt burned his hand, and then he came to his senses.
He threw the cigarette butt on the ground, stomped it out with his foot, and trembled: "You admit that you did it, right?"
Sun Dongquan sneered disdainfully: "I have known you for more than 20 years, who doesn't know who?"
"You must have known about it and have enough evidence, otherwise you would never have come to me with your personality."
"There's nothing to be afraid of in this matter. I did it! Just tell me what you want. At worst, I'll go to jail!"
"Anyway, I'm alone. My parents are gone, my relatives don't come around, and... I don't have any friends."
After the music ended, Sun Dongquan looked lonely, but he seemed to feel relaxed and relieved.
He had kept this matter in his heart for too long.
It's like being a fugitive, hiding from place to place all day. Sometimes it's really tiring!
He also wanted to ask those who committed crimes, why did they do it? Did they feel extremely regretful at a certain moment like him?